Restless Heart . . .

It just happened , out of the blue ... I did not know , she did not know either. Our smiles brings joy to each other , the company with each other seems to lighten up our day's worries, troubles , it gives us strength to face the day. We exchange messages everyday , Instant Messaging when I wake up, but my heart is still restless , I always long for her , everytime... everyday.
A day without my baby is like a heart taken apart from me, a heart that seems near yet far. I've always questioned myself , Am I worthy? Thanks to her , I've always been positive, I drew strength from her, her courage makes me go on with life's battles. From the problems that I have with work, family, she's always there, a true friend, a real bestfriend, as I see her I see a woman who is true to herself, a devoted mother, a thoughtful daughter.
So many questions I have in mind before, she answered it one by one ... so far I know she will answer one question in time. "Why is my heart still restless?" I can't open it up to her , thinking it might make her feel bad, thinking that I might mean something else I shouldn't have meant to say, I know she'll just say , with a hug .. and a kiss ... that ... everything is gonna be alright, your heart is gonna be okay .. it's safe with me.
I know she knows it already if I say the same words to her, she was sent by HIM for a purpose, to LOVE , and let me see the reality of what it is to LOVE again. I love you so much baby. I miss you.